don‘t ask me how I am cause I don‘t know it anyway
it just feels like a threat to my reality
all I hoped now was to leave
with my mind leading me the way, but it doesn‘t
instead I wait in vain for my release
all I want now is to leave this place
it makes me more than sick
I won‘t go with the tide
cause I don‘t want to play this game
I can‘t blame anyone and that‘s what fucks me up
I should go home but instead I try to smile
all I want now is to sleep
without my mind driving me crazy, but I fear
the idea of feeling blue when I wake up